Friday, June 01, 2007
if i never cared. i wld not have NOT let you go n when i said no, u keep calling me bitch all.
so wat the hell la.
helped u n e next night u show attitude.
so i told mummy.
cuz i cannot control u, cuz u nv listen to me
i know u helped me b4, dun tell me i have never helped u ever.
you can turn ur back on me but dun do it to ur parents.
you're only 14 years old.
its even wrong to ask to go out at 3 ok?
mummy also scolded me for let
ting u go.i knew that was coming.but i had to tell her, not get you in trob on purpose.see? u always think i purposely wan to get u into trouble.you dunno tat because u are the youngest,I N SEAN gets it too.that means we get into trouble together.you can love ur frens, i love mine too.but they have their families too.if u leave home one day, u can stay with them for days,after tat where do u go?you have to come home. cuz u urself know tats the right placeeven when u hate it. or think e ppl there hate you.you do know tat, but u are being stubborn to see it.i am not perfect.infact,everything i do there's smt wrong.see? let u go also wrong. dun let also wrong.i rather u not look up to me.and if u wanted a sister, u better start listening firsthelp fold clothes when i am working.dun use ur hp so much cuz u still have bill to pay(n not only yours also)stop behaving like a ah lian.you think u are not, but take another look at the mirrorden look at those YOU call ah lians.den look back at the mirror.and study hard, dun be stupid like me to fail o levelsden must repeat all. den the father not happy allden whole family upset.dun repeat my mistakes.thats smt to do if u wan to be a good sister.and stop that temper. rmb, the whole family has.n you being the youngest, u realised it last.so dun play temper with us. thats sucks.n the reason why i nv buy for u present all,is cuz u always make me angry when i want to buy.sean dun disturb me. sometimes when he makes me angry,i treat him the same. so pls dun compare ok.you know wat i did when my temper starts.i think one disaster in the family is enuff.there's no need for three.so pls dun think your family hates you,infact we were proud when u pass chinese all.cuz look at me n sean.but no, u dun see that. u only see bad things.but i dun blame you cuz i also only show bad things.so ya.and if u really want me to be an older sister,you have to be the younger one first wat.or else u will think i boss u ard when i ask u for smt.and thats cuz u think u have the right to.so avlyn, if u wan me to be an elder sister,i can't promise to be the best cuz of mistakes i have done beforebut i can if u listen to me n sean too.and mummy, cuz she loves u too.n u shld realise tat.shouting at her makes her cry at night.you dunno cuz u sleep at night.i don't.and one more thing,
no boy who loves you wld ask u out at 3am.
thats damn too much.
` i'm the PRINCESS
