Friday, August 04, 2006
today sch was slacked. didn't have any lessons at all! deon n me were messaging. i know, i wa shocked she replied me when i was talking abt him. yeahh. baba says we have chemistry. we ended at the toilet same time alone tat day. and i saw her smile. i miss her laughter. will someone come hit me for being a terrible fren. i'll regret forever. even if she ever talks to me again, i'll always be sorry. haiz. there, i lost a best fren whom i enjoyed every moment with.life sucks.oh well, atleast we msged. yup. even tho during chinese class we just next to each other with a gap!
oh well, i'll just keep trying my best. and today was the worst day of my life. i felt like ending it.i felt like hating him. i wan to slap him! and i can't stop the tears now. i dun think i can ever. my heart is torn apart. forever. i hate him now. i think i really do.
and the ppl who were there for me...
deonthanks for replying me. i nv thought you would. thanks girl.gosh. i miss your silliness.
will you ever talk to me again?
vanessai'm sorry i broke out on the phone. as i walked alone. i miss someone there. so i had to call you.
i hope u're ok with it. haiz. thanks babe.
shermannthanks for calling. and staring at me while riding ur bike. silly boy.
sham&babawouldn't smile without you two thanks. you're the bestest frens. lotsa love from me.
and sallehdun think u're funny trying to get tat JC boy who read newspapers at macs for me! haha. stupid weirdo! u so got me embarressed! but hey. he's cute rite? LETS SHARE! haha.
thanks again. i love u all.
` i'm the PRINCESS
