Monday, May 22, 2006
half of today was horrible. other half was marvelous. first half... went to school prepared to be bored to hell as i have no classes for a whole week because of the chinese O levels coming. i take CLB. so i dun have. so anyway. baba, sham n salleh had classes la. during recess, i waited for them in the canteen because they were having a sports n wellness club meeting. so i waited. why? because i'm a friend. den nvm, i waited there for the whole recess alone. i dun blame them as they have briefing. not their fault. so i told myself aft sch we can eat together la. but den when aft sch came, baba n sham wanted to sit with tat b*tch as they put their stuff at her table already. so i told them, 'but i waited for u guys to finish evrything so we can eat together like normal , den now u wan to sit with her? u know i can't sit with her rite? den wat? i sit alone is it.. just like recess?? " den u noe wat they say.. they said they FELT BAD leaving tat b*tch even tho she was with jaishree. OMG LA. i was so fed up. do they actually mean they feel good leaving me alone? i was so angry i stormed out of the cantten not eating.i was so damn pissed off with sham n baba la. fuckers man. do they really treat me as their friend or not. i told salleh aft tat n he told me to RELAX. fine. i'll relax. i won't get angry with ppl like tat. who dun care abt me. so he n i went to eat. thank god for someone like salleh as a good friend.` i'm the PRINCESS